who let you go?

Ahh.. happy year and change later.

Not so much but it sounds nice.

This year or so has flown by. I breastfed up until 4days ago. Im thrilled its over! Im not sure I would nurse the next one if I happen to have another. I really dont want another because Dex is so tough and demanding but if it happens Ill be reconsidering that whole tied to the boob thing. Dex still sleeps with us (and we are on the couches again sadly!) and it sucks.. we really need to get our shit together.

Zack has been doing awful in school behavior wise but the last few weeks have been better. Im looking at the Charter school here for next year. Its 6,7, and 8th grades so I hope to get him in. Given my background Im not all that crazy about public schools.. especially for the older grades.

Still at Shaws and bookkeeping. Ive got a regular schedule of 6days a week so thats nice. Tuesdays Dex and I do a baby group thats super organized and thats good for him. He needs daycare but there were no openings at the one I want to send him to so it looks like my mom and MIL will continue to sit for him over the winter. Hope he doesnt get too bored.

Other than that I have some issues going on but hopefully Im moving away from them.. its only been a day or two but I am feeling a lot better and can refocus where it needs to be. Im still a little hurt and it actually hurts a lot more the more I think of it but thats the point.. if I dont think about it it wont hurt .. cryptic? I know.

Cure - Fear Of Ghosts or Fionna Apple - Criminal those two are in my head a lot lately...

Thats all .. hopefully Ill post more and itd be super if I could KNIT and post more. Thats like triple word score kinda good.